Pretzels

I couldn't even stand applesauce this morning.

The prescription cough syrup is amazing. I can see how people can become junkies. I take it. It starts to work in about half an hour. I sleep for about an hour and an half or two hours, then it basically stops working and I start watching the clock waiting until the four hour mark so I can take the next dose! I have tried to stretch it out to five to make myself feel less dependent!

Eminem had pneumonia and he got to to to the hospital. I probably could have used it last night. I could hardly get out of bed and walk the ten or fifteen steps to pee and go get the cough syrup from the dining room. I just kept imagining some nice nurse coming in to give me the next dose and it made me more weak and more sad. I'm glad I didn't start crying or I would never have been able to function.

There are so many dirty dishes and I am too sick to even think about washing them. I feel like I am going to puke even just sitting here. I think the antibiotic is so strong that it is really getting my stomach.