I bought a pizza for myself for birthday dinner.  I knew Michael couldn't cook because of his vast amount of homework - he is taking 4 AP classes + orchestra.  I BROKE A TOOTH on freakin' pizza!  I get VERY freaked out about my teeth.  The last time I broke one I was hysterical for hours.  I am not hysterical now, but VERY upset and also worried about the financial implications.  I already owe dentist a bill from refilling THIS SAME TOOTH in August. Sigh...  He is always nice, though, and never sends me to collections even when I take months to pay. I am waiting for him to call me back to see if he wants to see it tonight or wait until morning.  Physically, I think I can wait until morning, but I already feel a massive stress/ panic attack and headache building up. 
I am really, really upset.  I am extremely upset.  I am over the edge upset. 
Gee, what am I happy for today?  At least I ate two pieces of pizza before my tooth broke!  I don't think I'll be eating anything else for a while.  Won't that make blood glucose management fun?
Losing a Parent
6 years ago



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