I haven't been to a BIG shop in quite a while and we were out of almost everything fresh and lots of other stuff too.  I went to Aldi and spent $121, which is a lot of food!  It should last a while and keep me from wanting to eat out so often.  
Michael is backpacking down at Red River Gorge overnight.  They are supposed to come home around 2:00 tomorrow.  Katie called and said she didn't have anything to do for Easter.  I bought a little boneless ham and we'll have an Easter dinner at suppertime, instead of lunch like I would usually do it.  I am going to make plenty of side dishes and probably go ahead and devil the eggs so Michael will have a protein.  I actually thought of looking for some tofu and attempting some kind of baked tofu thing, but I never did make it to Kroger and they don't have tofu at Aldi.
This morning a bunch of the orchestra kids played at the Farmer's Market.  Michael chose to go backpacking instead so I went as our family rep.  I passed out information on the orchestra and the trip and helped set up the table where people could put donations.  I stood and talked to several people and one man wrote a check and handed it to me.  It was for $100!!  Wow.  That alone was enough to make it worth the effort for the time and work.  There was probably at least another hundred dollars in the bucket.  
I didn't count the money today.  Usually I do, but I hadn't eaten and was beginning to feel it very badly. So after that AND going back to school and helping unload the stands and chairs I drove through Burger King and got a coke and drank some of it on the way home.  When I got home I tested my glucose and it was only 95, even after the coke.  So I ate food, but then I was SO TIRED.  I slept for maybe three hours off and on.  Since then I did the store run and have just been playing on the computer and gradually putting away the groceries and working on the house.  I don't even feel energetic enough to do 10 minutes at a time.  I am going out and putting away 10 THINGS at a time, which takes maybe three minutes.  I decided it's better than doing nothing! 
I have a headache which is probably my own damn fault for not eating when I should.  I am going to just do a few more rounds of playing around and ten things until at least the dishes are done and all the groceries are put away.  The rest can wait until tomorrow.  I should look and see what the sermon will be about at church tomorrow and see if I want to go, but maybe I'll just wait and see how I feel in the morning before I even look.  Then if I feel bad, I won't be sad if it is something I would have enjoyed.  I don't know what they would preach about at UU on Easter, seeing as how it is not really a Christian church although many who attend ARE Christian.
 I enjoyed time at Farmer's Market this morning.  I saw some people I know and that is always nice.  I was glad to help the orchestra make some money and even though I was cold, it was sunny and pleasant to be outside.  I also got in plenty of movement walking the market before the rest of the orchestra arrived and then carrying chairs and stands and canvassing the crowd. 
I thought I would get the lawn mowed and maybe see a movie today.  With all the sleeping that just didn't happen.  Oh well, when it is time, it will be done!
Positive thoughts towards Michael returning home safely and a pleasant day preparing and enjoying a simple holiday with the little part of the family that will be here. It was unplanned - I thought Michael wouldn't return until evening - but now I am looking forward to it.
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