I went to class

It made me tired and HUNGRY. I was supposed to be thinking about new drug applications and all I could think about was food with tomatoes in it, chili, spaghetti, ravioli, breadsticks with cheese and tomato sauce, pizza... I was tempted to stop on the way home and buy something but we have hundreds of dollars worth of food in this house. I came home and made a little spaghetti with some bottled sauce. When I throw it up in the middle of the night it will look like I have a bleeding ulcer. It will probably also make my blood sugar too high, which is why I try to make my own sauce most of the time. The bottled stuff is full of high fructose corn syrup. I did use a product I haven't tried before which is a high protein, whole grain pasta. Whole grain I've done, but not the higher protein.

I am going to go back to work tomorrow unless I am up all night so I need to get to bed really fast. I really need to go to work because if I miss three days in a row they can require me to go to the dr. before I come back and I don't want to.

Happy today for: even though most of the trees didn't get frosted the way they do in an ice storm I had this one beautiful glimpse of a couple of trees glistening with ice in this magical way with the clear, starry sky behind them and it was breathtaking. (I still want to move to the desert.)